Thursday, September 11, 2008

Up Here, Down There

Has it really been 7 years? Crazy.

Thank God I wasn't working down here back then.

From my office window...From MSNBC...
I don't think I could ever have imagined myself feeling this emotionally removed from the whole thing. Especially given my close physical proximity to the site.

I usually feel a twinge of something on the anniversaries. Sadness, anger, something eerie, something sensorial, something particular. Something.

But today just feels like a Thursday.

Actually, it feels like an even less noteworthy Thursday than most other Thursdays.

I don't know why.

2 comments:

Kristi_ said...

I think it is fatigue. Just hard to continue to feel something when most of the feelings have already been exploited or used up.

Big Mike said...

I had the same reaction. Woke up feeling like a normal rainy thursday, made plans to study and clean the bathroom. Then realized what day it was. I watched the news while Sara and I ate breakfast, had a brief bout of survior guilt, said a little pray of thanks, and went about my day.